Stone at the screen ~

Mind empty ~

Feeling messy ~

Such a unluncky day for mi !!!

Wanna buy iphone no iphone

Wanna but blackberry no blackberry

KNS !! now don neo what to buy liao

Ytd have BBQ at kathy place

Overall is fun HAHAHA

Eat, talking crap, singing etc etc

This few days doing nothing much.

Bored bored bored.

Having BBQ at christmas eve ~ HAHA

This few days wired thing happen.

I have change a guy relastionship with mi

I don think anybody neo yet just mi and him

But is it the way that i wanted ??

I am also surprise that thing will become like this

WIll it be forever ??

Or just a period of time ~

I really don neo and don wish to know.

Today went vivo to watch avatar

Movie quite nice but damm long

Tired and something break my mood

Went bugis for kopi

Thanks ekin for sending mi back

Tired tired tired tired ~

I treat u as bro that why i listen to u.

U give mi advice i take and i try to do it

But i already drop myself as a agent

My timing now is not as flexible as before

I am tired at work and i still try my best to do something

Saying tired is a excuse ??

But infact, who r u to mi ??

U r just a friend to mi !! THAT ALL

U r not my fucking family members !!

I have enough of this rubbish already

The more i contact with u

The more i have feeling towards u

I don neo whethere do u neo that i like u ??

Your action make mi ...

So from now onwards

I will keep a distance from u

Today my stomach damn pain T_T
Go toilet but cant nothing out ~
AHHHHHHHH
The feeling is getting stronger and stronger
I really don neo what to do.

I am not happy at all ~

How to make myself happy ??

Sometime i was thinking

Do i need someone to lean on ??

Or can i be remain single ??

This few days don neo what really happen

Keep emo-ing like mad ~

See show will cry

Alone in the room will cry

I think that i am going crazy

I think i fall in love with a person i should not

I oni met him for few times

Are we consider close ?? i doubt so ba.

I don neo why this kind of feeling keep coming in

The worst part is that i dream of bring his GF !!

I don wanna lose him as a friend

I thought this kind of feeling will just remove

But i cant remove it !! OMG

There something i really bother about
Should i or should i not ?? haiis ~

This few days freaking busy with work

So stressful ~ haiis ~

Earning big tons of money so ??

Thinking should i change job ??

Just a normal jobs den property agent

In the middle of the night ~
Thinking will there be someone special for mi ??
Thinking will i fall in love again ??
Thinking will ppl pamper mi with love ??
Will that really happen ??

Trying to make u happy
Never reject what u wan
Do stupid thing to make u smile
Care, concern everything is there
Just because of my work i break my promise
Here the end of it ??
U don understand how stressful am i ??

I tired and sick of everything.

Can someone really understand mi ??

i doubt so ba ??

Ppl always think i good

nothing to worry ??

in fact is it that ???

25th November 09

After work went hougang

Meet kathy, GR and CCF

slack at GR coffee chop

Reach home call Tagged

Talk to him till 5plus am

26th November 09

Tagged wake mi up at 2plus pm

Meet him and kathy at bugis

Walk aound, eat mac

See movie Nijia assiasin

Follow QT and ekin came along

walk here and there

movie start at 7.30pm

after movie went coffee shop

meet spider, emme, krasuer, HF, kathay, ekin

indeed a loud speaker he is

11plus pm went home with them in a cab

Today acc my friend talk till 7plus am ~

It such a long while that i chat on the phone.

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP ~

Today don neo what to do

come back from viewing wanna sleep cant sleep

HAHA. den what should i do today ?? SLEEP ???

TO MY DEAR FRANCIS

ENJOY LISTENING TO MY SONG ARHX =P

Should i come back to post ??

Everything for mi is over

What i should done i have done

Everything now is back to normal

After so long i finally to have 1 post on ~~

GUYS MISS MI?? HAHA

Being doing well ~

Clear $700 debt already ~

Slowly clearing on ~

Being love
Being care
Being concern
Being dote
Being with u
is really very happy.
U neo who i am referring to

so long never really post a blog

thing are happening this few months

thx to yvonne i found a job

work work work work work

nothing much to say just that i am tired

I just don have the mood to post blog now

just one sentence !!

FK OFF EVERYONE.

Short summary for what happen this few days

have been around with calista and levonne

place that we are is at chambers

have a farewell party and chambers for calista

taken alot of photo

below is the photo and will tell everything

Today went down to chambers at 8plus

thinking of going down to calista place

that why meeting serene and xiao pang to go along

but in the end all don wan to go

i stay at chambers until 12am

den head down to calista place

self highing at chambers

now still at calista place with levonne

Uploading photo

Today wake up at 5plus pm

first time make mi mood fking pissed off

don wish to mention it anymore

went down to chambers

forget i did promise korkor to acc him

thought of going to st james but in the end

korkor don allow mi to go

we will there with alot of ppl

eugene, kenneth, alywin, calista, robin, levonne, serene

we will singing, playing and crapping all over

in between happen alot of thing which i don which to mention again

what over is over, if u wanna bring friend den continue

if not just like it be.

THANKS CALISTA FOR SENDING MI HOME ~

Today meet serene 5.45pm at chambers

head over to find her client den went for dinner

after that went back to chambers

saw calista and hear alot of thing from her

really damm pissed off and upset

around 9pm head over to st james

leave st james at around 12am

head back to chambers to meet bro and wait for calista

tell bro what i hear from calista

and he ask mi don think so much about it

after that he head to east coast with them

and i stay at chambers to wait for calista

but in the end wait until 5am she not here den go home liao

Photo will be uploading later on

Today went to find serene at jurong

Went over to her ah ma house

after dinner den head over to her house

Her house damm super nice !!!

Around 9plus pm

her husband send us to yvonne bd party

attending with shirleen and her husband

celebrating at NANA KTV at joo chiat

around 12.30am went to say bb

den talk at coffee shop with them until 1.45am

Finally, thanks serene for sending mi home.

Ytd meet yang and mei xin

head over to bugis muji to llok for yang for dinner

had pastamania for dinner ~ haha

after that went over to ion orchard

mi and mei xin was looking for it like a idiot

in the end found it, was quite big

alot of food at the basement

went over to ion muji saw cat and viki

WOW ~ ppl r saying that i slimming down!!!

after that explore ion orchard and its almost 9

den head over to bishan NUTC to llok for bao yu

after awhile den go liao !!!

I FOUND MY NEW LOVE ~

YAMI YOGHURT WITH HONEY OATS ALMOND

Can u stop treating mi so good

Can u stop helping mi

Can u give mi a break

Can u stop forcing mi

Can u stop whatever thing u r doing now

Thing happen wont change anything anymore

We cant go back to the starting point

Everything i answer yr call, receive yr msg

make mi scared and upset

Please stop whatever u r doing now

Time to upload photo

saw quite alot of photo which i never upload before.

bro holding onto a tree

mi, sabbie, bev

red wine

shirleen fri, mi, shirleen, peipei

bro playing psp

hua, jen, mi, serene, bev, xiao pang friend

bro and atom playing psp

shirleen hitting the bomb

8 bomb for shirleen birthday

bro and atom playing psp