Today finish work quite early, cos need to close the push cart at 6.30pm. After that ask ny friend come and fetch mi to chambers to find bro. But what can i do and chambers? since i had quited smoking and also drinkng, go there oni can drink plain water. Haiis ~ Reach chambers at around 8plus, saw familar faces like serence, gary, serence friend and later on big bro nwill be coming to find us. Really not use to go chambers again, everything is wired, nothing much to talk to ppl and and also like stranger. What should i do ?? Now still at chambers useing zhi wei com writting this post. Something don feel quite right for mi at here.

Today meet bro at 11pm plus
help mi put the thing to the bluetooth
den went to eat at lavender food sq
after that slowly walk back
find a place sit down
talk rubbish again ~
Reach home at 2.40am

Today meet my bro at 11pm
Pass him the MC, screen protecter
After that talk rubbish
and paste de protecter
den went home at 12.30am

Today not feeling beri good
Early in the morning wake up
lost voice but still went to open shop
After that receive bro msg
scold mi for not going to go see doctor
throat so pain
cant hardly talk, drink and eat
even swallow saliva also pain
later meeting him to pass him thing ~

Today just finishing closing shop,
receive bro jon call
saying about how he feeling now
at least he feel stress
he will think of his meimei (me)
den he told mi that he tired
no ppl fetch him home
so i went down to redhill and fetch him

Bro, i promise u i wont cry

but it seem kinda hard for mi

Please don throw mi aside

I really need u to help mi along

if u r gone, i really don neo what to do

I really trying very hard

I need yr strength

I need yr support

Today after work went over to chambers

go there wait for bro jon

as he need to pass something to gary

saw pei pei, serene, shirlee and don rmb le

Go there but cant drink ~

I was self highing there everyone entertain mi

Went home at 2.30 ~

Ytd after work went down to chambers
Help bro collect his wallet
Den went to find him
Had a chat at normal place
Around 10plus went over to find big bro
Talk rubbish again at yishun park
Went home at 4plus am

back to home ~

Bro wan mi to rest at home

indeed i back to home to rest

Bro i neo u r angry with mi ~

But just let mi do what i wan

I don had much time to do all this thing already

It all going to end soon ~

Now still working
Receive bro call saying
need to return his friend thing
den acc his bro at chambers
And i say that i wan to follow
but he don wan me to follow
and ask mi go back home and rest!
I DON WAN TO
I WAN TO GO

Meeting : bro, atom and his friend

Today meet bro at 11.30pm
Went the a new place at kovan
Found out that it quite nice
And also a prawn farm there ~
Bro say will be going there often
Their beer are seriously beri cheap
And it is huge ~
Just reach home ~

Horgaarden

Ytd after work meet atom, bro and yvonne at 11 plus pm

Went round and round marina to find the place for prawning

Cant find went to eat pig head steamboat again ~

After that went down chambers

Saw rayner, alex, marcus, ah woon and ah yong

Reach there around 2 am

Went home at 3.3oam

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Reach home at 5,30am

Normal day ~
But think of what my bro scared
make mi laugh ~
BRO I NEO WHAT U SCARED LIAO

Just wake up, think of ytd very funny
The way i call him when i was at NTUC
not really neo what ingredients he wan
keep walking round and round
The way mi and bro in the kitchen
cant chop, cant mix, can help anything
in the end sit in the living room. HAHA
put salt like FOC . But food is nice ~
The way we head over to simei
talk rubbish all the way
ppl in the train thought that we will crazy

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Prawn cocktail

Potato salad

Spaghetti

Ck one summer

Today meet my bro at 8plus pm
Buy the ingredients for spaghetti
Den head over to his house
Nice food but salt like free de LOL
After eating, head over to simei
Find his friend to take thing
On the way, we talk rubbish like siiao
Reach there no more last train
Walk all the way to bedok den take cab home.

Receive yr msg i am happy,
glad that u still rmb mi
But what yr msg content really make mi beri sad
I don wan to be like this
I wan to forget u
But i really cant do it
Can u please stop on what u doing now ?
I fine with alone
I don need u
I REALLY DON NEED U ANYMORE

Bro, this is only for u. LISTEN UP.
I will treat u as bro
No matter what happen i will be by yr side
To support u, encourage u like what bear bear do.
I love the way as u love mi.
All those word u say to mi ytd are touching.
I noe what going to happen between mi and u
AND I REALLY DON NEED A BF.
Bro i wan u to be happy, seeing u happy is enough.
U R MINE ONE AND ONI BRO ~
AND I AM YR FOREVER SIS ~

Ytd went down to chambers again.
Meet bro and yvonne at 6 plus,
den head down to chambers.
Saw serence, pei pei, carol and alot more.
I half drunk ytd.
Acc bro home den reach home at 5am.

Ytd went down to Chambers again.
Saw serence, pei pei, pulan ubin, and alot more
Suddenly mood swing
MOOD SWING ~
What the hell am i doing ??
Why am i like that ??
After that went home at 3plus am

today after my work, went to buy perfeum for bro.
Den meet him after that near his house
Talk rubbish with him.
Den went home get change,
Cute bro forget to bring his key
Den find him back to eat dinner.
Steamboat for dinner, nice food, thanks bro
Den now at chambers

Now still in chambers
eating with zhi wei and bro jon
Don feel like eating but bro john force me to eat
Tired and some more working later
Also don neo whether can wake up ma ??

meeting : bro jon and atom

Today meet them at 1plus at suntec.
After that went to eat,
Den went to play pool.
After pool went home,
Atom went for dinner, mi and bro slack at his house there.
Went home at 8pm.
Meet him again at 9pm plus at farrer park
Den slack at ps de cafe cartel
After atom leave us, went to chambers.
Now still at chambers with bro jon.

Meeting : yvonne, bro jon and atom

Vence : Chambers

Went down chambers at around 10plus

Saw uncle alex, martell queen, ah pa marcus

Talking rubbish to them also

Den gary keep ask mi to drink with him.

Went home at 1.30am

Alot of words thank to my BRO JON

Bro jon u really treat mi very good

dote mi, advice mi, do thing that ppl never done to mi before.

I really like u as a bro

Like talking to u, listening to u and talk rubbish to u.

As u say to me ytd, u will always be there for mi.

I really very touched

U don had to find a bf for mi, i don need.

Thanks for bring there for mi.

U R SUCH A HANDSOME AND SWEET BRO ~

Photo upload for 12 june.

MY BRO JON

ATOM

MY BRO JON

12th june 2009

After work went down to chambers
With john, atom, emily and potato
Saw hao wei, xiang and neo alot of ppl
Drink 2 tequila shot, tiger, tonic and martell
Something happen to jon
Went home at 5.15am


11th june 2009

Meeting : emily and potato
Movie : drag me to hell

Movie quite nice.
After movie went to chambers
Saw MY BRO JON and his 2 friend.
Drink tiger but stomach not that good.
Sit down the whole day
Something happen
Stupid fucking angry
Went home at 3am

Meeting : emily and potato

Meet them after my work
Slack around tampines
Den in the end went to mac
Sit down eat and talk rubbish
Went home at 11pm

Meeting : emily and potato
Movie : Blood and the last vampire

Movie start at 9.40pm
End at 11.40pm
Movie quite nice but some sence really make mi cry.
After that went to eat
Den slack at the coffee shop
Den after that went home
Reach home at 2 plus

Meeting : emily and potato
Vence : Chambers

Being call down to chambers for some issue.
Saw alot of ppl.
Roy, ah yong, ah woon, marcus, alex, hao wei, nickerson
Emily left early.
Went home nearly half death.
Reach home at 3 plus

Meeting : emily and potato
Movie : night at the mesum 2

Movie start at 5.10pm, end at 7plus
When to eat after that,
slack at coffee shop till around 10
den went home.

4th june 2009

Meeting: Potato and emily
Vence: Chambers

Open Baileys (coffee liqour)
Reach there at 8 plus
Went home at 11 plus
Nothing special happy.

3rd june 2009

Meeting: Potato, emily and desmond
Vence: Chambers

Went down chambers again.
Open vodka and half drunk
Thanks jon for yr word and advice,
it keep repeating in my mind.
After that head down to tampines,
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Went home at 4 plus.

Meeting : emily, potato, hao wei, nickerson, xiang
Place : Chambers

Went down chambers today, drink alot and make mi drunk and puke. Reach there around 8pm den drink vodka first, den sudden potato friend give mi a glass of tiger, den i drink with him. After that went hao wei , nickerson come, finish the vodka and martell came. That martell really kill mi.Not even 11 i drunk already. Fall asleep at the sofa there, wake up already 1am, den continue to drink again. EMILY ONE WORD MAKE ALL OF THE PPL DON DARE TO DRINK WITH MI! But before i drunk, i keep ta with xiang and zhi wei, thanks for drinking with mi. Wake up don neo is i crazy or what, shouted at nickerson and done something to them i think. Also don neo what happen that zhi wei bring out 7 glasses of martell with green tea out and jio nickerson drink. Den don neo what happen i go help him to drink 3 glasses, den someone grab mi and ask mi to stop but i still continue the 3rd glass den someone grab my cup and ask mi to stop. After that i jio ppl drink again, TIGER ~ The ppl i drink with i also don neo who is him. Den lie down on the sofa, cant tahan need to puke already, went out and puke. WOW ~ emily was there when i puke so pai sei sia. After that don neo what happen already den went home. Emily ~ is i walk up alone by myself or u help mi up ?? Memories gone abit in chambers and how i get home!

Somehow, someday,
I disappear will ppl notice ??
Chambers to night ~