Stone at the screen ~

Mind empty ~

Feeling messy ~

Such a unluncky day for mi !!!

Wanna buy iphone no iphone

Wanna but blackberry no blackberry

KNS !! now don neo what to buy liao

Ytd have BBQ at kathy place

Overall is fun HAHAHA

Eat, talking crap, singing etc etc

This few days doing nothing much.

Bored bored bored.

Having BBQ at christmas eve ~ HAHA

This few days wired thing happen.

I have change a guy relastionship with mi

I don think anybody neo yet just mi and him

But is it the way that i wanted ??

I am also surprise that thing will become like this

WIll it be forever ??

Or just a period of time ~

I really don neo and don wish to know.

Today went vivo to watch avatar

Movie quite nice but damm long

Tired and something break my mood

Went bugis for kopi

Thanks ekin for sending mi back

Tired tired tired tired ~

I treat u as bro that why i listen to u.

U give mi advice i take and i try to do it

But i already drop myself as a agent

My timing now is not as flexible as before

I am tired at work and i still try my best to do something

Saying tired is a excuse ??

But infact, who r u to mi ??

U r just a friend to mi !! THAT ALL

U r not my fucking family members !!

I have enough of this rubbish already

The more i contact with u

The more i have feeling towards u

I don neo whethere do u neo that i like u ??

Your action make mi ...

So from now onwards

I will keep a distance from u

Today my stomach damn pain T_T
Go toilet but cant nothing out ~
AHHHHHHHH
The feeling is getting stronger and stronger
I really don neo what to do.

I am not happy at all ~

How to make myself happy ??

Sometime i was thinking

Do i need someone to lean on ??

Or can i be remain single ??

This few days don neo what really happen

Keep emo-ing like mad ~

See show will cry

Alone in the room will cry

I think that i am going crazy

I think i fall in love with a person i should not

I oni met him for few times

Are we consider close ?? i doubt so ba.

I don neo why this kind of feeling keep coming in

The worst part is that i dream of bring his GF !!

I don wanna lose him as a friend

I thought this kind of feeling will just remove

But i cant remove it !! OMG

There something i really bother about
Should i or should i not ?? haiis ~

This few days freaking busy with work

So stressful ~ haiis ~

Earning big tons of money so ??

Thinking should i change job ??

Just a normal jobs den property agent

In the middle of the night ~
Thinking will there be someone special for mi ??
Thinking will i fall in love again ??
Thinking will ppl pamper mi with love ??
Will that really happen ??

Trying to make u happy
Never reject what u wan
Do stupid thing to make u smile
Care, concern everything is there
Just because of my work i break my promise
Here the end of it ??
U don understand how stressful am i ??

I tired and sick of everything.