Today went chambers again

this few days i don neo what wrong with mi

i cant be happy

i cant do anything right

i don neo what am i

i don neo what can i go

haiis

Ytd meet korkor at 10plus

talk awhile near his house

den head over to chambers

saw kenneth there

after a jug, sining, pool

head over to temptation

saw korkor friend over there

had a bucket and go off

went to mac to take away our supper

den head home

Today go fetch bro at 8.30

Went to heartland mall to meet atom

eaten yoshinoya for dinner

after that went to the bar

RED WINE FOR MI TODAY

hoegarrden for both of them.

slack away, do some stupid thing

just reach home

photo will upload later on

Today suppose thinking of not going out

but meet bro at nearly 12am

to go eat prata near our house

eat liao den talk awhile below void deck

pass mi CD to watch

cos i was saying very bored haha

reach home at 1plus am

Went chambers yesterday

celebrate shirleen jie birthday

quite fun and saw alot of ppl

bev, xiang, alywin, peipei and more

drag uncle alex to come down~ HAHA

after that bro come down wearing a mask

come down for celebration and

also drag mi home as well

went home at around 2am

How come i feel so dizzy

DIZZY DIZZY

DIZZY DIZZY

DIZZY DIZZY

This few days keep staying at home

making mi going to bored until i die

but i am not yet recover yet

so everyone is asking mi to rest more

instead of going out !!

I AM BORED

I AM BORED

I AM BORED

20 july 2009

Feeling uncomfortable when i was back from bugis

Went home to rest

Meet bro for dinner at 10plus

went to eat porridge, no appiette

After that went home.

21 july 2009

The night for mi was really stupid

cant sleep well

temperature went up to 38.8

force myself to sleep

Today went to see doctor

Fainted at the entrance

Temperature measure was 40!!!

now body still fking hot!

if 3 days my temperature never fall

i will need to admit into hospital

Today went chambers at 1am

saw marcus, alex, angelia, korkor, bev, sabbie and bf

sing and sing, talk cock, disturb alex

went home at 5am

send bro home den drop down at his house

went 7-11 buy thing

den head back to home

today asked bro to learn a song for mi

tittle: someone who lives in yr heart

sang by: all for one

I just a burden to everyone
a person keep making trouble
a person keep make ppl worry
a person useless
a person jealous
what i wan will not really have
what i don wan will keep coming to mi
I JUST NOTHING

Ytd evening after going home
bro call mi at 9.30 to go to chambers
head over there, he do his work
saw xiao pang & gang, korkor, angelia, alywin
something happen den korkor very angry
korkor i sorry of what i did
when u scold mi its really make mi heart sank
i neo i childish, but i just don neo whye
reach home at 4.30

Meet bro at 5plus pm
Went to eat dinner with him at mac
After that sit down at some where near
talk rubbish and went home

Went interview don neo can make it ma
Stupid boss fire mi w/o giving mi a good reason
say i cheated her money w/o any proof
Today damm tired ~
sleep on the way when i come back
bro ask mi out suppose meet him 8.30
but in the end went back to sleep
KORKOR SORRY

Today after work meet angelia and bro
Went to eat at near our house
bro eat tulang and tahu goreng
mi eat maggi soup ayam and tahu goreng
angelia eat mutton soup
after that went to mac to eat ice cream
den head over to fitness spot
take photo, crap, learn to sing
Reach home at 3.30am
bro say cant upload the photo

Ytd after work go meet bro
his mood not good
den head over to chambers
as he need to drink
fucking angry that i cant really sing !!
Reach home at 4.30am

Today meet bro at 10.30pm
Went rounding at mustafa
After that walk to little india, doby guat den bugis
den stop at bugis to eat
After that reach home at 3.00am =x
Planning to go genting at august
anyone wanna go with mi ??

Today went down to chambers
saw alot of ppl
serene, shirleen, korkor, ber, marcus, ah woon, ah yong, alex, xiao pang and gang, alywin and some forget name le
den after that saw weifu, kong meng, yi sheng and gang
but just don neo wether they got see mi ma
as chambers full house and they don had place to sit.
now still at chambers, so siianz
cant do this, cant do that, but i just don wan to stay at home.
still thinking should i go home early ma.

Bro & Gary
Alywin

Ytd went chambers again
After work go fetch bro and meet atom at chambers
Saw dam alot of ppl
Benedict, shuan, benjamin, kong meng, yi sheng....
Hao wei, shirleen, angela, xiao pang friend, alex, marcus, ah woon, ah yong and more
Hao wei thanks for listening to mi
Something happen in between make mi lost control
Cry infront of 3 person
Bro yr memories to mi is really important.
Reach home at 6 plus

Ytd after work go meet bro
den went geylang to eat
After that head down to shebangs
as his friend ask him to go over
den korkor was at chambers
saw sabbie, xiang and hao wei
So tired
Reach home at around 3am

Today also went to chambers

Saw alywin, shirleen, xiao pang and gang

Tio burn by xiao pang cigg

Today was beri high and fun

We play true and dare

Korkor tio buy XXX DVD

alywin tio go other pub sell DVD player

Bro tio touch tougue with xiao pang and go dance with lamp pole

DEN MI... tio eat eat, cant sing, kiss with xiao pang, kiss with xiao pang friend

Now still at chambers

Don neo what time will be going home again also

6th july

Went to chambers after work

Saw quite alot of ppl

Yesterday was ok at there

Nothing special

Hows my new job

BORING ~

Ytd went to chambers
Reach there around 9plus pm
saw alot of familiar faces
Emily, serence, shirleen and more
Went home at 3 plus am

Stomach pain
Stomach pain
Stomach pain
Stomach pain
Stomach pain
Stomach pain

Sometime i already hope that i wont be mi, getting this stupid thing really make mi don neo what going to happen each and everyday. There many ppl around mi supporting mi to go over this situation and i also don wan to make ppl who encourage mi disappointed. But really sorry, i now thinking whether should i contiune anot? I tired, sick of it and i don had anymore strength to go on and on. I neo i such a loser but it is really very hard, i try and try but everyday wat i can do ?? I cant enjoy life, i cant do this cant do that, can eat thing that i like, cant drink, cant smoke, that not i really wan! Somehow i regret telling out what i am facing, if not i can just pretend nothing had happen. Ppl telling mi to go on, but they do not neo how much pain am i going through, saying is more easily den doing. Imagine u get pain everyday, eat thing that u don like, do thing that u don like, will u be happy ?? I NOT HAPPY AT ALL! I JUST PRETENDING, JUST PRETENDING. I AM SICK OF IT ALREADY

Just came back from chambers
Guess today who i saw !!
KONG MENG ~ haha
Today was quite fun there
saw alex, marcus, ah yong, serene and more
nothing special also

today meet bro at 10pm plus
head down to chambers
Saw quite alot of ppl
Cant drink, cant eat, oni plain water
Now still at chambers

Today meet bro at around 11plus pm
After that went over to chambers
Den he head over to she bangs
while i am at chambers
Today saw quite alot of ppl
serene, peipei, shirleen, pula ubin, alywin and more
Gary, zhi wei death and winnie half death
Went to help out but hurt my hand
After that something bad happen
which i don wan to mention about it
First time see bro like that
He so angry and fed up
Cant really get hold of him
BRO I DON WAN TO SEE U LIKE THIS
after that went home at 4.20am

idiot ass !!

Today everything is not in the way i wan

Keyboard spoilt

Mouse spoilt

Hurt my hand

Stomach pain

Everything is not very smoothly

IDIOT ASS !

Just back from chambers
i now den realised
I AM A TONE DEAF
I AM A TONE DEAF
I WONT SING ANYMORE
I WONT SING ANYMORE

Haiis, today don neo what wrong with bro

he say that he is happy but

he look strange towards mi

But don neo what wrong with him also

i don dare to ask him anything

if he wan to tell mi den he will tell mi

if not den forget it .

Bro i neo that u will come and visit my blog

but just feel that u r abit wired. haiis

Today go do my hair

cut, blow and dye back to black

After that went home awhile

den meet my bro at 8plus pm

as he also go cut his hair

Den went to eat smelly tofu for dinner

Bro say that the food that is ber nice. haha

heng never intro wrong thing to him

Now at chambers waiting got big bro to come

Just back from home

After chambers went to baungkok

Super boring there

Don neo what they singing

Don neo what they talking

just came back to chambers. Went home to bath and do something. super tired. Eyes closing but just let it be. Stomach so pain, eat medicine le still like no effect. Haiis, what should i do? Today saw pula ubin, sabbie come back to work at chambers and some more familar face. What really can do if i eat medicine, really help?? I really don neo.