Today found out that korkor is going overseas make mi kinda sad, but i never show it to him. As i neo he is under despresstion and he do really need a break. Been thinking after he told mi, once he gone, will i still able to be strong? Will i be missing him? will i be able to face everything like usual? Thinking of all this i crying now. Knowing him as a brother is really beri good, he dote mi, love mi, help mi, guide mi and everything like no ppl had really done this to mi. Althought we neo each other for a couple of month but we like very close which ppl tend to mistaken we neo each other very long. We spend everyday almost together if u really read my blog, whether we r poor, rich or so, we r still brother and sister. Once he gone, i bet i will be missing him alot and alot. Miss the way he treat mi, dote mi, guide mi, support mi. Even my closest friend i don tend to drop tears infront of them, but towards him, i don had to hide my emotion, i can just cry, laugh and go crazy whenever i wan to or like. He will accompany mi to do thing i like, eat thing i like, bring mi to do something special, eat something special. Being with him i really get to know alot of thing that i never even seen, do or eat before. Knowing him is really great, his friend also treat mi like a meimei. Bro, althought i don neo what going to happen to mi, but i promise u i will take care of myself and not to make u worry about mi. I hate to say goodbye to u, i really hate that. U just left with oni 11 days to go, what can we do for the rest of the 11 days? HOW? I JUST CANT STOP CRYING!!! Can the rest of the 11 days we spend differently rather den keep going down to chambers. I don neo when will u be back also, can just keep it as a memories. But when u r back will i still be alive? i don neo myself. korkor just something for u, once u my brother u will always be my brother, i defintly will miss u no matter where u r, but remember to give a text or call so that i neo u r safe and sound. Before my everything i will give u a call to had my last courage.